Sometimes

One moon

What you see is the advent calendar, or close to half of it. My hands are covered in glue since it was a bit too late that i realized that i had no tape at to wrap up the presents in. But damn am i proud about myself. It might just be Christmas gifts but i still feel like i've achieved a lot today.

One star

Today was a blast as Jonnas friend Nips (as she is known) helped me out with all the gifts and stuff to pack them in. The box everything is packed in got slightly repurposed but i guess its even better now. There was a minor incident, that i actually had been hoping for to happen, before we went out to the store but seeing that even that particular thing is now seen trough I'm just learning to live again.

One thread

Other than that, work has been good. The kids have been having a good time and last weeks Friday we celebrated the start of the Christmas season. Gigs are also packing up and i've been doing them regularly for the past two months soon.

One line

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A bluer sky.

I'm quite unsure if i ever want to explain everything to anyone. Because now i'm in trouble deeper than i've ever been, even though i think that what was done was supposed to be done anyway. Still, one thing is certain. I would not have made it this far alone. There is still miles to walk and i keep on putting all my faith into the thought that i will not be alone to see trough it all. And to be honest, that is all that really matters for me.

A brighter day.

Tomorrow im going to start building an advent calendar. Its not for me, and i'm happy that i'm going to get some much needed help with it. And it will be awesome. So many thing are going to be different. The way they were supposed to be.

The story.
I was depressed.
Now I'm alive.

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Today and Every day

- 12.11 -
♥

The picture might be blurry but i guess the message is clear. :)

It's been a journey with our ups and downs. This decision has had people speak out a myriad of opinions but everyone has agreed to the fact that what we decided was for us to decide and no one else. And that i think is the most important truth behind it all.

Not all of our friends have noticed, not all have been noticed about it yet, but the incredible wave of spontaneous cheering and gratulations that opened up my morning, when shortly after the lesson start one of my pupils happened to notice the ring, speaks of the fact that so many wish us only the best.

Of course this sudden attention demanded cake from me.
And so i delivered cake.
And we ate cake.

But truly, not even cake can explain all these emotions.
I love her with all my heart and all my soul.
And i always will.

One night, this one for honesty

Maybe after tomorrow i can start writing normally again.

There's been this and that, some funny some less funny but it all just don't seem that important no more at the moment.

Two nights, a letter

I lost count of how many times i have tried to write this post. These are the only words that i can figure out to explain even a part of it.

I love you Jonna.

Three nights, one wish

With the night behind you
You walk away, and I will find you
We are locked in this emotion
We will find the way home

And it's too late
To regret the mistakes we made
Easier to walk away
And it's too late
To remember all the words we say
Nothing will ever be the same

When the world surrounds you
You take your place with me, behind you
These are every word unspoken
This is our way home

Good night and good luck.

On vaikea löytä itsensä Goalta jos on hukannut itsensä Helsinkiin.

- Pasila

Well. I guess Terraria is a pretty awesome and addicting game.

Other than that i've been working on a play with the kids at the school and stuff has been rolling on pretty normal. Oh and last weekend was a blast. In short it was a lot of time together between me and Jonna and some great time with friends at food/wine/book/music exhibions and also seeing quite a spectacular liturgy with lots of flashing lights and metal music.