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Last night i slept terribly. For some reason the presidential elections were spooking around my brain. Even more funny since it's not really a thing that i even care about. I guess its because it happens to be all over the place these days.

At work there was some talk about it and it turned out i wasn't the only one who had slept badly for the very same reason and equally oddly. And later yet when i vent to the gas station for coffee with some friends there was even more discussion about this.

Well tonight im tuning my brains in on another channel. Cause tomorrow i'm gonna go and say hi to my girl and help her out with some studying. ^_^ - <3

Tangled

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Sorry for no bloging for a while. I've been busy doing school stuff. And that's what I'll be doing next week as well. Tests about healthy living, world's history and fennoswedish litterature and it's history. There's a lot to learn, but we'll make it.

Wish me luck. Hopefully Meo will write more often than usual.

Save the world

...or just save yourself when shit starts hitting the fan.

So, tonight certainly was a good party alright. The chaos that it resulted in was in turn up to scale. The amount of broken glasses was probably close to the amount of drinks sold.

- Due to an accident we ended up with ice cubes all over the floor behind the bar, this made walking around slightly hazardous.
- A bar fight with enough participants to be considered a riot occurred.
- Bar fight resulted in glass shards once again all over my workspace and a bloody face for one of the customers after that some moron decided to smash a glass into the face of some other moron.
- Someone decided to tip me with a fiver. Turned out it was a little more than just a fiver.
- Near the end of the night some smartypants decided to topple over a pile of glasses at the bar and once again, shards everywhere.
- A customer requested for me to play my own favorite song. This i found slightly confusing.
- I heard a story about how i look exactly like an Australian guy who used to play American football in France until he broke his neck. This was even more confusing.

Apparently one of the bartenders had made a funny observation that every time the place seems to go totally bonkers i am there. And she wasn't all that sure if it that was the correct order in which things happen but that it actually might be the other way around.

Lord am i glad that tomorrow is going to be history studying.

Fade into darkness

So today's gig was useless. The people made no sense at all and seemed to enjoy the most random songs without any logic. The request of the day award once again went to a person who said "play something good!". Well, at least i wasn't the only one feeling shitty. A bartender who's become a friend of mine even ended up being attacked by a customer who first had called him names and when he had been escorted out turned around and tried to hit him in the face. At least i have a few fans who brighten up my day every now and then. As for the title of the post, that was the closing song for the night.

So we all went home wishing each other a better night tomorrow.

Now i just want to go to sleep so i can wake up and take it easy with the girl tomorrow. It's funny how love works, it seems like an endless source of happiness.

Shitty shit...

So today has been a pain alright, the whole day i've felt like throwing up and every now and then spent some quality time together with the toilet seat and the bathroom floor. Im not sure if it's something i ate, a stomach flu or something else but i doubt it matters. The feelings can be concluded in the line "We're talking crap about crap, what a load of crap" as we stated with my friend Gusy over the phone earlier today.

Still, i can only say i must be the luckiest guy. As soon as Jonna ended school she went home and has been sitting talking with me. I don't always say nice things, and my languages has a tendency to get even rougher when i'm feeling crap, but still she kept me company. It's just something with her, like she never wants t give up. It's inspiring and empowering, no matter what is going on.

Eventually i rolled over to my parents place since not having managed to keep food inside me properly for 24 hours is starting to wear me a bit. So now i sit here, watching TV in the guest room (which is like its own small apartment without kitchen) and can only think about how nice it is to have people around you who care when you really need it.

I just hope this would ease till tomorrow because i want to give that day to her who gave her today to me.

Good night and good luck!

Boringness.

Today has been an not so good day. I had a boring day of school, while Meo was home ill. I texted him like one thousand times, and I know my father won't be happy with my phone bill.

Anyways, it was worth it. Now I'll try to focus on school work and later on chilling with Meo.

Have a nice day!

And Darling. Get well soon! <3

Six wok pizza crisis.

So today went by with a lot of work to do. Well i got to cut some slack but there was certainly none for the girl. You see, due to the play we did she had a lot of school work to do. Practically starting from the morning (not to mention the night before that she spent hours reading) she kept on reading and writing.

The night before it had meant i had to play master chef, which in turn turned out pretty awesome. I cooked together a nice chicken wok, the sauce was ready made though, and some noodles. The noodles tasted like rubber so the next day we had some rice instead which turned out to be far better.

Later we got ourselves some freezer pizza which decided to, due to some old stuff that had dropped around the oven, almost cause a fire alarm to go off. Not to panic, even though for a second we did when we realized there was maybe a bit too much smoke, i made a call down to the nice pizza kebab restaurant right next door and pizza was ours.

I might have helped where i could and slacked off where i couldn't between sorting food and other necessary stuff but the real work was something Jonna did herself. And i must say i am so damn proud of her. But it's not just the work she did, no no, its just a small part of it all. The important thing is that she is amazing, and I am proud that we have chosen the life we took as ours, I'm proud to be by her side, I'm proud to have her by my side.

Good night and good luck!

Sunday

I tried to write something smart a while ago here on this blog. It ended up in like 2 sentences and I gave up. Then I complained to Meo and said I wanted to write (I seriously love writing in english) and he just said: 'You can always write about stuff'. Then he turned around and continued his cooking.

First one

I've thought a lot about my first blogpost here. How to make a good first impression, how not to sound like an unpersonal person.

Nothing much has happened during this week. We had the play, it went pretty well. I really miss the theater we acted at. It was the first places where Meo and me started to hang out a year ago.

Oh well, back from the nostalgia. I haven't slept enough last night, I look like a zombie. Maybe we'll chat with Meo a little time more and then go to sleep. I miss him. A lot. Tomorrow is a brighter day, I feel it.

Darling;
I love you, through everything that will ever happen.
It's you and me. Forever.
Because your love is my life.

Oh, just so you won't wonder, I like to add some lyrics from beautiful songs at the end of my blogposts. Or did it when I started blogging.

Oh love don't let me go
Won't you take me where the streetlights glow
I could hear it coming
I could hear the sirens sound
Now my feet won't touch the ground.
Coldplay - Life in Technicolor II

Overture

This blog got started way back. Back when my life was a just a shadow of what it could have been. In that time i really had not energy or willpower to keep on writing. Truth is, i was very ill. It was the lungs as some people might recall. And the blog was supposed to be about music and not much else.

Things have moved far from back then. Music is, and always will, be a cornerstone in my life but things change and with time dreams start to become reality. Not the way a dream unfolds in the mind, but in a way that dreams turn into reality, and the truth is that it is far more beautiful that way. I have grown a lot, and i have not done it alone. I found a companion.

Jonna told me she didn't want to keep on writing her old blog and said she wanted to write in english (great practice for her English exams in a year) and so i invited her to write here with me. She's quite a different kind of a blogger than me, who tends to ramble on and not write much of the things that really happen around, but i guess you'll notice.

I hope y'all enjoy this small change.

Lately

Lately its been an awfully busy time working on MaDraKs latest play. Its been close to flooping me totally and so it does feel good to know that the performances start the day after tomorrow and that my usual day to day work is going to be what follows that. Though really, being at the theater just never feels bad for me. Having the performances and all the work that surrounds those days is fun.

I've grown a lot during these holidays. There's been things bugging me awfully lot and it has sometimes felt as if my life just ground to a halt. I've spent countless sleepless nights worrying about the future and being angry over the past. But i feel it's not worth it anymore, it's time to move on and just learn from the mistakes and carry the consequences. We make choices when we do what we must, because we can.

And to my girl i just wish to say this.
If you love me when i need it the most. You are the right one for me.
If you love me when i deserve it the least. You are the right one for me.
Thank you, for being by my side today.

For the first time in a long while i go to sleep so that i don't regret tomorrow more than yesterday.

Good night, and good luck!